Knowledge can be embarrassing.. even torture..
Usually we act like idiots.. that is so natural..
And at first we do not know that.. because we have no knowledge.
As we gain knowledge we start looking within ourselves.
Then we become conscious of many of our silly thoughts and deeds.
Some of us continue to be silly even after that.. it all depends on the thickness of the skin
Some of us manage to conceal our limitations and project the best in us..
Some of us struggle to correct ourselves, struggle so hard, but mostly do not succeed.
Of course, with knowledge some rare one among us might transcend that silly state too..yes, that is very rare
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But that original state of sweet ignorance which provides the platform for so much of absurdity is blissful..
No mental strife, no tension, no inhibitions..
But with knowledge the struggle starts..
A struggle which seems eternal..