I have that lurking diffidence always.. diffidence about my own quality..and depth.
The ultimate success of a communication or message is to be guaged by the impact it makes on others..
Every human being is vain.. I too am vain even somewhat more than I should be...
When words and ideas flow in my mind like a torrent and when they fall on the screen cascading through my fingers, I presume that what is flowing is nectar, ambrosia and honey all put together.
Only the reader will really know how bitter that effluent is..
I welcome genuine feedback..
God has created every being with some capacity by which it tolerates and even starts to enjoy
its own frailties,
its own weaknesses,
its own bad bodybad odour,
its own horribly bad noise.. and so on..
Perhaps it cannot survive if the realization that it is just a stinking mass dawns upon it..
But one can evaluate his own worth only through the evaluation of friends and foes put together.. and then applyin the arithmetic mean or average..
